Senioritis

Well, I still have some of the pain and it's been two weeks since I've seen the doctor. I have improved so much though! I can do the dishes, unpack our belongings, go to class, and even go out into the field!

Today....I don't know how I feel. I guess senioritis is setting in-- especially since I wasn't able to do school work when I was motivated to do well. I might be tired of school for now. Graduate school is definitely in my future, but I will wait for Daniel to graduate a year after me and then we will decide which schools to go to for further education.

I guess it's starting to hit me that my undergraduate career is almost over! After getting a Chemistry Associates and a Geology Degree, I don't think the time is quite so wasted.

If I am being completely, 100%, bluntly honest....I feel like my education is nearly complete (minus the masters). I think over this long period of going to school and everything being fairly the same every semester I have decided I am ready for the unexpected. A huge change in what I am use to. I told Daniel...a little out of tired anger that I never wanted to be a stay at home mom. Well.....that isn't true. Deep down...or not so very deep down....I yearn to have adorable little Gunnells tag along by my side calling me "mom".

I do want to go to school for a masters....I do want to eventually get a job to help support my family....but I also want to spend some time teaching my children about life and more importantly about the gospel.

When will this day come? Haha....well, I really don't know quite yet. But since I am graduating soon it's something that is always in my mind.