The title of the post says it all. It seems like this semester is just one big failure after another and I can't handle it anymore. As hard as I've been trying, nothing wants to work out. Yes, that's life.....but nothing has gone even a little right this semester. I am sick of school. Sick of everything in general. I need a vacation. A nice long one where I don't have to be around anyone.
Just thinking about finals is freaking me out because I just know I won't do as well as I want to. I will study so hard for them and still come out short. How do I know? I know because that is the pattern that is happening this semester. It's not even a hard semester for goodness sakes! I think the material is easy, and actually a little boring.
Anyways....I guess I should just keep trying. Maybe a miracle will happen. The funny thing is, my grades aren't even bad, they are just not where I want them to be. So sometimes I feel embarrassed complaining about my grades and life in general.
It's good to have high standards for yourself just don't get down on yourself. Give yourself credit for what you do. Think of all the people that could never do what you are doing.
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